Thursday, September 28, 2006


Thursday is the wierdest day of the week. It's not a church day like Sunday or Wednesday. Or traditionally horrible like Mondays. Or a Sitcom/t.v. day like Tuesdays. Or a TGIF day. It's just there. It's Thursday. The one day I forget every week and therefore I forget to prepare for it.

I failed my first test for this semester. I forgot to study. It was Thursday. Nothing is supposed to happen on Thursdays. It's a rule. But today we had a test I didn't study for in Religious speaking for Women. It wasn't even a scan-tron so I couldn't BS my way through it. It was short essay/listing. The only question I could find on it from her actual study guide other then preaching methods was a listing question. There were four parts to it and they all started with C. I could only remember two. Instead what I could remember and was unable to get out of my head was my elementary school's citizenship mantra. We shouted it everyday during P.E. : LEADERSHIP, FRIENDSHIP, SPORTSMANSHIP, AND ...COOPERATION!!!!. We would throw a fist in the air with every word and then cheer wildly at the end. I'm silently cursing Mrs. Klosterman right now.

Saturday, September 23, 2006

My friends and I celebrated the Jewish New Year together today. We are all in living World Religions together (missions class) It was alot of fun. We made kabobs and challah but we didn't have a horn to blow. Jack brought me a rose. It was a really good day.

Monday, September 18, 2006

My Friend

I told Lucas we weren't friends anymore. Then I had to turn down an offer to hang out. What a crappy day. I wanted to go badly, but then several friends reminded me to stick with this. It won't always hurt so bad. Even my roomie who usually doesn't commit to things when I'm talking to her agreed that even if I went things would stay the same. He asked me once when I was upset if I really thought his love was that transient. At the time I felt foolish for feeling that way, but now I have every doubt.
I met a guy friend for coffee that I never get to talk to much and he told me I should end the friendship as well, but he asked what would I do if he got upset? I told him he wouldn't be and the sad part is I actually believe that. Then he asked how I thought he would feel. Honestly? I think angry and relieved. I don't know what happened. I think he used to really care about me alot. But thinking that only makes me want to cry.

Sunday, September 17, 2006

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